Well today my life fell apart. My husband doesn't think he wants this anymore and for the time being while he figures it out, he has moved out. Right up until Tuesday I thought we had a good rock solid marriage. Maybe that proves that I haven't being paying enough attention. He is a good man and has done a wonderful job of helping me raise the boys. He put up with a year of treatment where I was so sick that for much of it I was not functioning. Maybe the burden of doing this for another year was just too much for him to contemplate right now. I just don't know.
I've decided to put off treatment for the time being as I have no idea what is going to be happening for the next little while. I cannot risk being too sick to work when I may be relying on only my paycheque. I have to take some time and figure out what happens next. If the split becomes permanent then I have to move into a smaller place that I can afford and I don't want to be trying to do that either while on treatment. One day at a time for the next while.
6 comments:
Hi, Elizabeth Anne
I'm sorry to hear the news. It sounds like a good decision to forgo treatment for now. You have a lot to deal with already.
Please keep blogging.
Peter
Hi,
Like Peter, so very sorry to see your post. I sincerely hope things work out for you in the near future.
Thinking of you,
Carol
Dear Elizabeth Anne,
I am so very sorry to read your post. Please keep blogging. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sue
Thanks guys I really appreciate the support. I'll get back to the blogging as soon as I can.
Anne
Oh Elizabeth Anne,
What an absolute blow. Unless the picture changes what else can you do apart from what you have decided.
I am so sorry, thinking of you and hoping to hear more from you when you are up to posting.
Warmest wishes and hugs
Miss Poppy
Dear Elizabeth Anne,
We are all with you. Be strong. Keep blogging so we can continue to support you. Today is my first visit to your blog, and I feel you. I don't know you, but I want to love you. I am your friend from another continent.
Big bear hug + lots of love
JJ
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